LITTLE DO THEY KNOW

The pain of a person that longs for a place that
doesn't exist anymore.
It eats you up wondering wat if?
Friends thinking you are still the same you were
once but little do they know that you had to
toughened up, not by choice.
Thinking about the place that sits abandoned next
to the adorned crowded place makes my heart grief,
I cannot help but imprecate the people behind the
horrifying and humanity-less gesture.
Little do they know the sorrow and grief I felt can
only be mended after seeing that now abandoned
place once more and bidding it a heartfelt goodbye.
Little do they know the little memories that's stuck
from the time I was brought in this orb till I was
forced to fled with gunshots behind my back and
swarm of people committing arson.
Little do they know the incident made a deep
impression, I'd save myself from darkness with
words i did strive though unsure I'd survive.
I had lost hope, for the first time I wanted to give
up, to die, because suddenly every was too much
and there was no solution in sight.
I thought to myself "die before you die", if I depart
at least i should take some with me.
I was lost to the core where carnage had became an
option to the mind.
Little do they know the horrifying story beautifully
told is a reality for some, for those souls in despair.
And little would they know for they have never been
in my shoe.