Life of a Stammer

I thank thee for my beautiful life ;
For all the feelings I have accrued.
Oh, is my stammer to be praised or condemned?
When I experienced both highs and lows.

Am I meant to be lonely?
While my peers are enjoying life out there.
Weren't all humans created equally?
Then why do I suffer alone in despair?

It hits hard when I am rejected;
Meanwhile, my peers find it easy.
Though my options are scare;
My instability often leads me to the end.

I wish to express my buried feelings fluently;
But how can I? It seems only imagination.
I want to be brave and calm;
But if I try, will it work out?